Creatively undisciplined people ride highs and get sluggish in the lows. Is this statement an excuse, a rationalization, a regret? Probably a bit of all three. And why even write about it for public consumption? Even at age 66, I want to be better. Writing about my mindset is a form of accountability as well as a message to the world that I have to work at what comes naturally to most: time management, money management, and physical and mental health management.